Kids Spoiled Magnet

Help me deal with life please?

I want to die literally. I hate my life and I feel like I'm struggling to get through it. My family is no help either. My mother is an alcoholic who acts like a child. My sister acts like a spoiled rotten child even though she's 24 years old! and my other family members aren't very good help. I am also going to a magnet school, or a school for smart kids, and on the verge of being kicked out because of my bad grades. All of my friends are there too, and they are probably the only thing that keeps me going. I'm so stressed and cracking under pressure. I cut myself to try and deal with the pain, but I want to stop. I just really need help.
thanks for trying to help sisphyus but I'm only 13
thanks for trying to help sisphyus but I'm only 13

based on what you said above, this is a really hard situation. i can see that your family -please forgive me for saying this- is a total wreck. plus, you're about to be kicked out from your school. but let this not blind you from hope that's still there. there's always hope in everything. since none of your family members are doing anything good, why don't you start? if you start. the rest will surely follow. try to make a difference. start with prayer. keep your faith in God, if you have faith in Him, he will never leave your side. think of the things that make you smile ---and live for them., remember, you only live once. and you have life not because you need it, but because someone else needs you. you are worth more than you think.

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